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"Only if you could see the depth of my love, then you would understand the pain behind my smile"
Ananya P.O.V
I saw his smile dropping but it doesn't matter at this moment. I can't be pregnant, especially with their child. This is the worst nightmare. Then I heard Alexander asking, "Why?"
I looked at him and said, "Cause this is not a child made out of love but of forceful s*x, which is called r@pe" Tears were streaming down my
face.
Out of nowhere, Xavier appeared in front of me cupped my cheeks, and said while looking into my eyes "Take your dam words back"
"No, I won't. It's not like I said something wrong. It's the truth, and you need to accept it," I said, looking right into his eyes.
I could see anger surging up with this he raised his hand to slap me. I
closed my eyes and raised my hand to block his attack. But at that time I heard Dimitri and Alex shouting and saying" Don't Xavier she is pregnant
I opened my eyes to look at him, and he was looking at me like he could kill me at any moment. His body was shivering with anger, and his eyes were red. He looked at Dimitri and said "Okay do whatever you guys want to do I'm leaving"
With this, he dashed out of the room. Now, only me, Dimitri, and Alex were left. I looked at them and angrily said, "You guys finally won. You guys always wanted this right? Now you are happy. Taking away my freedom. My life my everything. Now you guys would surely feel satisfied right"
"Don't say that baby. We all love you so much. We did this to be with you. Why can't you see it? "Alex said in a pleading tone while holding my hand.
"Love? Do you guys even know the meaning of love? You all are monsters. You ruined my life. To fulfill your damn desire. You took away everything from me. And love is freedom not to cage someone and you all did this to be with me? But remember, in this life, you guys won't get me or my love. I hate you all " I exclaimed while tears were running down my face.
Dimitri said in a
"Shut up! If you don't want to get beaten up, then it's better to keep your mouth shut, or else I don't know what I will do," dangerous voice.
Yes,
I looked at him while my eyes were filled with tears and hatred." beat me! Beat me to death so that this child could also die. At least I would be at ease that I'm not carrying a monster child."
"Every time I do something you guys never let me do it. What did I ask
for? Freedom? Is it too much to give? You guys lock me up like I'm some sort of prisoner. I'm tired of this life. I can't do it anymore. Please kill me. Getting r@ped every day or other and seeing my self-respect getting Destroyed. Already humiliated me enough. It would be better if you let me go" . By the time I completed it, I was sobbing.
Alex hugged me tightly and said in a broken voice this would be the first time I ever saw him like this," Don't say that, please don't say that, please don't leave us. We all do love you. You are the best thing that ever happened to us. How can we leave you? And now you are going to be the mother of our child. Please give us one chance to prove ourselves " he pleaded.
I pushed him and said "You want a chance for what? To humiliate me more? Suddenly, something clicks in my mind: I can actually take advantage of this situation. I looked at Dimitri and then at Alex and said, "If you want to prove your love and if you want this child, then free me from your cage before I could even complete.
I heard both of the brothers saying together" NO!".
Dream on, baby girl, this won't happen," Dimitri said.
"Ok! Then be ready to lose this child of your cause. If you didn't let me out of this house and give me my freedom, then I would stop eating and drinking. Anyhow, you guys are gonna lose me, but you will also lose this child," I said in a determined voice.
"Please don't do this. How can we all live without you?" Alex said in a soft voice. I gave him a very disgusting look, took my hand away, and said, "Don't touch me. You disgust me".
He looked at me with shock then he stood up. He didn't look at me and just said, "You take rest. I'm going to do some work." I knew he was hurt, but it doesn't matter after all what they did to me. They deserve it. With this, he
took his leave.
I saw Dimitri standing there with his one hand in his pocket and he
asked "Why don't you want this child"
"Ask yourself! This child is not the product of love, and let's not forget
what kind of monster you guys are. I don't want my child to be like you. A
monster who beats women and doesn't even know how to respec
opposite gender," I said.
"Will you ever fall for us?" he asked.
t the
"Never" I replied. " Now, if you are done with your question, can you
tell me when you guys will let me go?" I asked him.
Never," he replied, and then he paise for a moment and continued
with his sentence," Baby stop dreaming. We won't let you go, and if you
become too stubborn, then don't blame us for being rude to you. "With this,
he walked out of the room.
I screamed and threw the pillow in his direction. I lay on the bed and
started crying. This is not right at all. This is so wrong..why god? Why do you
always do this to me? First, you took away my parents, and now you took
away my life, my freedom. My life is done.
What if they don't let me go? What if I'm stuck here forever? How am I supposed to live a life like this? At first, there was still very little hope to get out of this place, but now it's all gone.
I don't know for how long I cried, but at last, I was so tired that I fell
asleep.
Xavier P.O.V
She is too much. Why can't she see how much we care for her? While thinking of this, I punched the punching bag. There are so many things going on in my mind.
I really want to vent my anger out so I made it to the basement there was the traitor who was selling our info. I took out my pocket knife and started making my way towards him. He was trying to scream, but his voice was blocked. His eyes show fear, which I love so much. First I s***h his chest. I made a cross sign.
All the blood splashed on my clothes but this is what I love. Blood is the only thing that calms my nerves. He screamed in pain, but his voice sounded like a rat trying to escape his death.
I took a long breath, looked at him, laughed at his appearance, and said, "You are so dumb to even think that we will never find you." With this, I took my knife and stabbed it at his thighs.
I look at him, and my mind drifts into the thought of our baby. Maybe next time we torture him, we will let her see this so that she will remember to whom she is talking. I smiled to myself and got out of the room and asked the guard to take care of him as we didn't want him to die so. Easily there is so much information we need to know.
Then I made my way to our baby's room. When I was about to open the
room, I saw it open on its own, and Alex came out. His eyes were red. He looked at me, then turned his head, and made his way toward his room.
I followed him. Just by looking at him, I knew what he was gonna do. When he was about to close the door I pushed the door open and got in with him.
He looked at me and said in a broken voice" Am I that bad brother? Why do people always hate me? First dad now her? Why do people always leave me ? At first mom and now her. Why can't she see my love for her "by the time complete he smashes the vase which was near him to the wall.
I could see his range, his anger. After all, he is the one who suffered the most in our group. I try to calm him down by saying, " Alex, calm down. She is not gonna leave us. She is gonna be with us forever you don't need to worry. She will surely fall for us"
Don't lie to me,
He looked at me and gave me a sad smile and said brother. Don't lie to me anymore I'm already tired of these lies With this, he continues to smash things around.
Alex P.O.V
When I got to know our girl was pregnant, I was so happy I felt all the hardships we faced now it's all worth it.
But seeing her reaction, made me realize that nothing can change. She will hate us forever and it won't change. No matter what we do. My mind was filled with her word, especially when she said she was disgusted by
me.
It reminds me of our so-called dad no matter how many times I try to grab his attention, he is always be disgusted by us.
Why? Why god? Why can't she fall for us? Am I that bad? Am I not worth
it? I thought to myself while smashing the mirror. I tried my best to make myself noticed, but as always she never notice me, it was like i never existed in her world.
Even when we were in college, I would put flowers in her locker and write letters, but she never noticed them. She would always throw those flowers and my letter in the dustbin. Am I that unloving?
I question myself every day. Dimitri was right the only way to be with her is by forcing her to be with us. Even if she is not happy but atleast she will be with me and I won't be alone anymore. It's better even if she hate us. Atleast she feels anything for us rather then nothing.,
With that, I fall to the ground. I took the piece of the glass and was about to cut my wri$t. Pain is my pleasure it make me feel better. I found peace in the pain. When I was about to hurt myself Xavier stopped me and screamed at me " are you crazy? Stop it "
"Brother I can't bear this pain anymore "i said to him. Before I could say something more Dimitri came in my room with the doctor and the doctor inject me with Anesthesia.
Soon I lose my consciousness.
Xavier P.O.V
When I saw alex smashing things I knew what he was up to so I already told Dimitri about the situation and he brings the doctor.
Once the doctor injected him with the anesthesia. We both took a breath of releif. I look at Dimitri and told him that I needed to talk to him. He
nodded and we went to his office.
"What's the situation with her " i asked in a serious tone.
Well, she asked us to leave her. To be more specific and precise she
asked us to give her the freedom" he said
"You are not, kidding me right? From where does she even get the guts
to even ask us this. Does she not remember what happene,d last time or do
I need to demonstrate it again" I said fuming with anger.
Xavier calm down. Don't do anything stupid. She is already pregnant
and we can't take risk. We need to be more careful and be gentle with her.
It's the only way for us to keep her here" he said in a calm voice.
I looked at him with a surprise look and said '
My! My! See who is
speaking? You know this very well it won't work at all you know she is
stubborn and she won't stop until she don't get what she wants"
"
I know! But this is the only option we got at this moment he said
with a sigh. I looked at him and smirk at him and said " are you sure it's the
only option we got? I mean we can also do this we can show her our true self.
Threat her with her uncle and aunt and can make her stay. And we all know
how much she loves them. She wouldn't even think of getting away"
He smiled at my suggestion and said " not a bad idea though but I was
thinking to open up about our past
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Really? You think she will understand?
"I asked him in surprising
tone. This was never the part of our plan. We never open up about our past
to anyone and now he is saying to tell this to our girl it's kind of hard to
believe.
"Yes. We need to open up about ourselves one day or another so it's
better to tell her now even she won't understand but it will help us in future
" he said while smirking.
I know very well my brother don't do thing without any reason.
I gave him the mischievous smile and gave him thumbs up.