Chapter 0283
The ferocity of Nichola s’s protection of me gave me more comfort that it probably should have. I certainly didn’t want Nicholas to
kill anyone, but knowing that he would go to any limits in order to keep me safe helped me feel truly cared for.
Still, I decided to move beyond that topic, for fear the anger would root in him and cause him to seek out vengeance for me.
“Susie wasn’t at breakfast,” I said. “I’m worried about her, so I’m going to check on her. Would you like to join me?”
Nicholas softened somewhat at the subject change. “Susie’s okay. She probably just wants to
rest.”
“She won’t mind me checking on her.”
“I think you probably shouldn’t,” Nicholas said.
“Why not?”
He pressed his lips hard together and would not answer.
Odd. Was he hiding something?
“I’m worried. I’ll only stay a minute,” I said. “When I see she’s okay, then I’ll leave.”
I understood Susie liked her alone time, especially after events where she was forced to be so social. So I knew she might not
want me to stay for a long time. But surely she wouldn’t mind. me checking on her. After all, she often did the same for me.
Nicholas didn’t argue further, so I continued walking down the hallway towards Susie’s room. Nicholas fell in step beside me.
At Susie’s door, I knocked lightly. I waited a moment, but there was no reply.
Did she leave? I should check.
Slowly, I turned the kn ob and pushed open the door.
Susie was indeed in her room, and she wasn’t alone.
Mark had his arms around Susie’s waist, with her pulled tightly against him. Susie’s own arms were wrapped around Mark’s
shoulders.
Their lips were connected in a passionate, deep kiss. Both were so caught up in it, they didn’t seem to notice me at the door. Not
even Mark, who was usually the most observant.
For a moment, I’m stunned speechless. I knew they had been flirting and that they cared
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progressed this far.
Mark began to unzip Susie’s dress.
Nicholas placed a hand on my shoulder and guided me from the room. He gently shut the door behind us.
I couldn’t stop from blushing at what I had just seen. They were going to...!
A small bit of joy filled me. Good for them, for finding happiness with each other. For stealing precious moments to bind their
affection.
Yet, bitterly, I also felt jealous. I hated this side of me. It wasn’t fair to anyone.
My last ‘intimate’ encounter had been a moment stolen by Terry.
“You were right,” I said to Nicholas in the hallway. “Susie is fine. More than fine, actually. But indisposed.”
“I imagined,” Nicholas said. “Mark was... upset when he saw the footage of Terry and Susie.” Fresh guilt washed through me. I
shouldn’t feel jealous. Susie had a terrible night too. She hadn’t been chained to a bed, but she still had to endure Terry’s
relentless flirtations and sexual harassment.
At least she had Mark to help her sort through it now.
Nicholas watched me. He must have seen the change in my mood. “Are you okay?”
I shook my head no. “Terry stole many things from me. It could have been worse, I know that. But... I feel like so many things are
tainted now.”
I wrapped my arms around myself. Nicholas stepped closer. I leaned into his warmth.
“Which things?”
“Being naked. Being tied up.” I didn’t hate the thought of surrendering control, but it could only be with a man of my own
choosing, one I trusted about all others. A man like Nicholas. The last was the hardest to say. “Being kissed.”
“Piper,” Nicholas said, claiming my attention. Looking at him, I returned to the here and now, no longer chained up in that torture
room in Terry’s mansion.
Nicholas lifted his hand near my cheek, hovering just over my skin. But he didn’t touch me. After everything I’d been through, he
was likely waiting for consent.
He didn’t have to. He was the man I implicitly trusted.
I covered the back of his hand with my own, and brought his palm to my cheek.
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“When you are ready,” he said, voice soft, “I will replace each and every memory and desire he tainted in you with a brand new,
much more pleasant one. And I will do so happily.”
I turned into his hand and placed a kiss onto his palm.
“Any desire?” I asked him.
“Yes.” No hesitation.
My heart melted a little. My affection for this man seemed immeasurable, growing all the
time.
“I wouldn’t mind a kiss?” I asked.
He smiled as he stepped closer. Keeping one hand on my cheek, he moved his free arm around my waist.
“I’m glad to help.” He leaned down and pressed his lips to mine.
The range of Nichola s’s kisses could go from soft, barely there butterfly, to an all- encompassing plunge of teeth and tongue.
This was somewhere in the middle.
He moved slowly, as if giving me time to pull away, but still licked lightly at the seam of my lips as if asking for entrance. I granted
it, and he dipped his tongue into my mouth. Even then, he only traced along my own with a tender caress.
Not demanding. Not insistent. More a simple I’m here, you’re here, and we’re both enjoying
this.
I hummed into his mouth, and he swallowed all of my noises. His hand moved down to my jaw, coaxing my face upward more. I
moved however he guided, lost in the sensation of his soft lips and tongue, or his hard chest against me, and the hand pressing
against my lower back, just above my tailbone.
Time lost all its meaning. We could have kissed for a minute or an hour. I didn’t know, though it would never be enough.
I wanted to stay here, like this, until the rest of the world came crashing down. Even then, I’d just continue to hold on, to give and
to take with this man who wanted me to feel safe with
him.
Eventually, he had to break the kiss apart to breathe. We didn’t separate far. Our noses. brushed and then we pressed our
foreheads together.
“Nick...” I whispered. I didn’t know what I wanted to say, but I had to say something, to convey to him just a hint of what I was
actually feeling in that moment. I was overwhelmed. with gratitude and affection. His kiss had helped wash away some of the
stain Terry had left on my soul.
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He seemed to understand and squeezed me around the waist just a bit tighter. His thumb brushed gentle streaks back and forth
across my cheek.
Someone cleared their throat behind us, and we both jumped apart like we had been burned. How could I forget that we were
right in the middle of the hallway! Anyone could have walked by!
Fortunately, this time, the person who had caught us was Julian, who had already previously found us in a compromising
position. At that time, he had teased us relentlessly.
This time, he seemed much less enthused. His usual smirk was entirely missing.
He frowned deeply in Nichola s’s direction.
“Why would you confront our parents without me?”