Chapter 0328
“I
guess that’s that,” Julian said, and snaked his arm away from me.
Nicholas looked at the dark opening in the wall, a stern expression on his face.
1 felt powerless. There was nothing I could say to replace a father’s love.
With the King’s absence, Nicholas spoke more truthfully. “This escapade is only going to last for so long. Eventually we’re going
to have to reveal the truth about Jane.”
Julian stepped closer to him and lowered his voice. “It will be easier to explain when Jane is caught. Else we will only cast doubt
on Piper herself.”
I joined them by the window. I didn’t know what to do. I wanted to keep Jane a secret, to keep Elva and the world from knowing
about my twin. But wasn’t it selfish to want to keep this secret, when Jane was actively endangering Nicholas?
If the guards had known about my twin... Even if the result would be in expelling me for my relation, then they might have caught
Jane before she ever had a chance to hurt Nicholas.
My secret wasn’t just hurting people, it could get someone killed.
“Maybe it’s worth it... to tell the truth.”
“No,” Julian said fiercely. “The King will not believe it. He’ll punish you instead. We need Jane in hand before we go forward.” He
looked at Nicholas. “Surely you see that?”
Nicholas looked at me. “We’ll keep quiet for now.” A muscle ticked in his jaw.
“I won’t risk you getting hurt,” I said.
He shook his head. “I won’t risk you being cast out or worse. I can protect myself, Piper. Julian is right, in this instance...” His
gaze shifted, and he glared at Julian.
Julian laughed. “Thanks for the confidence.”
I understood then, that Nicholas initial reservation might have had less to do with the danger and everything to do with the game
Julian and I would now need to continue to play.
“You’ll have to keep up this fake dating ruse now,” Nicholas said. “The King thinks you two are fooling around for real. He will
expect that behavior to continue.”
Julian shrugged. “So he will. It’s not the end of the world. No one dies if Piper has to kiss me.” Nicholas glowered.
My heart sank. “Julian,” I said. “Maybe you could give me a moment to speak to Nicholas, alone.”
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Julian glanced between us and sighed. “Fine.” With reluctance, he turned and left. When he was gone, I stepped closer to
Nicholas. Anyone could come in at any moment, so I couldn’t risk too much affection. But, alternatively, I couldn’t do nothing. So I
reached out and placed my hand on his forearm.
He looked down at my hand. “I hate this.”
“I know,” I said. “I’m sorry.”
“No.” He looked up at my face. “I’m sorry, Piper. If it were up to me –
“I know,” I said, stopping him. I didn’t want to hear the could-have-beens. The never-would -bes.
Nichola s’s jaw clenched. Then he spoke. “It should be you and me. Not him. No one will listen. No one will see.”
My heart warmed at the anger in his voice. He wanted to be with me. I wanted to be with him too.
But the world just wasn’t that kind.
“With Julian and me, it’s not real,” I reminded him. “It’s just an act.” I swallowed hard. “It’s not fake with you.”
His gaze softened. “Piper...”
“If it were up to me, Nick, it would be us.”
He inched closer to me.
It would never be up to us, and that hurt. But knowing that it was something we both wished for was a soothing balm.
“Someday...” he started, but couldn’t finish.
I knew why.
No matter how much we wished it, there was no someday for us.